me and bro not needed in this FUCKING FAMILY !

what kind of parents we get ?

we get stupid parents !

that only care for the little fucking brother !

the elder son , middle daughter is not needed ?

just say the word "GET LOST FROM HERE"

IS WHAT I WAITING FOR !

what for staying here without love and care givn ?

without trusts ?

the person who they love most , LIL STUPID IRITATING FUCKING bBROTHER !

i hate this family !

i really do !

parents want to see me and bro spoiled and cant be back to the right path ?

if thats what they want , we can do it !

every sngle day , without fail .

my tears cant stop falling down from this eyes .

bro is brave and i knew it .

he never cry , but he take revenge .

he do things parents dont like /

and soon , i will be like him

"i regret having a daughter and son like both of you "

words that come out from own MOTHER .

isnt that hurt lots ?

its hurts !

maybe without me and bro , this stupid family , will become happy family !

i have only bro , friends around me .

they understands me .

i tried to hide my feelings at sch , but i will cry thinking of what happened at home

should i leave this home ?
why cant i have a parents who give equal love to their childrens , and not just giving love to the youngest ones ?

why cant i ?

WHY ?

i hate this family , seriously , and i hate my younger BRO TOO !

although he dont understand as he was only 4 .