imy,

hehlo !
long tyme tark post .
my life quite okay now .
sch , mcam biase jgk . gereks (:
hoping that june hol , can go holi with family , or classmates .(:
i really need to do well .
i want to pass ! .
thats my promise babes.
hope , i can managed to pass certain important subject .
and i really hope , MY MUM WILL LET ME GO CHALET THIS WEEK !
i really hpe !(:
;pleaseee !
aku tgah binget !
hp button came out because of classmate !
chicken asshole !
cb !
arghhh !
and lastly , guys are toys (:
ghahahahah !
bye2!

booooo!

hellohs !
IM BACK !(:
beeen busyyy alll this while , with sch , dance , sch , dance , (:
sooooo , sch was fun ,
i dont know why im sooo bad mood this days in classs,
get angry easily ,!
arghhhhhhhhhh why ?/??
sooo , i stilll want to know who is the "SOMEBOOODY"
asking me about who is the "J"? better telll me !!
okay better tellll!
hmmm .

guess stop here.
next post i want to dedicate for my brotherrrrr (:
check it out guyssssss !

love

hehloo .
sorie for not updating daily , busy lurh whey !
soo , now okay already
problem settle atlast !
but bruises still have .):
hmm ,
currently at sch nothing much happened .
guess top here larh .
tired liao !
so bye2 !

my fault .

bad thing hapened to me .
let me elaborate .
i was saying " boring ! no top up in hp !"
mama said "i give u school money , why never buy !"
i said " i save money because want to pay school money !"
mama , shout .
and papa ran to me and punched me at my mouth !
blood was all over the carpark .
i was crying in pain
i just said that sentence and he punched me hard !
he said i embarassed my parents infront of aunties .
i cried and cried .
went to teh tarik .
all my family eat , except me ,.
i cant drink nor eat !
damn pain !
its swallon badly !
now , alone at home , crying non stop .
blood cant stop coming out from that noon .
i cant swallow food . tried drinking , but just a little bit .
want or dont want , i had to face all this thing .
its my fault ?
idk !
i had not eaten since fetching faiz from boys home .
tomorrow , mum sending me to the doctor .
or if in the morning , the swallon had recover abit , i go to sch .
my lips is blue black .
around my jaw is swallon ,!
i pray hard , this pain will fade away !
i seriously pray .
i had learnt my mistake .
I HAD .
To my parents : Im sorry for what i had done .
but what i said is true , u guys had no money to give me to pay my books and class tee .
i had to save money .
im more embarassed when you punched me DAD !
i really do .
blood was all over place .
You want to kill me is it ?
I love you guys , but u guys never think of what i faced now .
you whack me .
but not my bro .
although he's 19 .
and he's a boy !
IM A GIRL !
A GIRL !
you treat me as if im a boy who is strong .
u could just slapped but why punched ?
WHY ?
aunty wanted to bring me to hospital , u said DONT NEED , JUST LEAVE IT LIKE THAT !
why ?!
aunties who the one , helping me , 6 packets of tissues , covered with blood .
and tears .
you and mum busy chit chatting , you drive , as if nothing happened , but you heard im crying in pain !
BRO , whack me before , but he comfort me after that /
he hug me ,
but you ?
you kept showing face to me .
you kept scolding me .
at least , when we reached home , mum advice me and hug me ,
but you ?
you just walk off like that .
i was infront of you , and you said to mum " SHE DONT WANT FOLLOW ? "
"SHE"
never look at my swallon face that were caused by YOU !
walk off like that .
never called home asking what im doing .
atleast mum did .
i cant eat .
i cant talk properly .
are you happy DAD ?
you just dun care !
you just dont !
how am i going to go school ?
with my swallon face.
people ask , what i suppose to say ?
fell down ?
i wont say u beat me up till like that because  i love you .
i dont wnat my friend to say , i had bad parents .
who whack me till like this .
what if my teacher ask ?
say fell down also ?
i wont say you beat me up ,
i dont you to get in trouble ,
you said before ,
if i whack my children till something serious happened , i go in prison also nehmind ,
becaue im satisfied !
i still remember that .
i still.
now , im just bearing with the pain .
i cant even open my mouth big .
are u happy now ?!
i guess you are !)':

♥GHAZZI

my beloved cuzzin !!! I LOVE HIM TOOOO MUCH !!!!

he is back !

yoyoyoyo ! 

tdayy happpy dayyy yoyoyo !

my beloved cuzzin is bck !

GHizzIGUDBOI !

maken gemokkkkkkkkkk !

hahha , so tday at 6 pm ,dyr kne patah alek boys home):

next week dyr alek lagy !! (:

soooo , tomorrow monday !!!

cant wait ! seriously !

because i want to seee that boyyyyyyyyy !!!!!!!

hahahah !

so currently enjoying !

so bye2 !

♥

heloohhs !

so ya , now in sch playing com ,

hungry siol !(:

welll ,today bad day /

so many people never come . walanlei !

i hate this classmate of mine , pukitiang!

nark tudoh2 orng , sial pek pompan !

mati tarknark !

hmmm ,

i have 2 crush , both name start with "J"

(:

feeling tukar2 siol !

so yesterday , went for sports heat . kecoh2 .!

panas plak tuh .

yeahyeah!

 tomorrow meeting fashabeylow ,.. that AWESOME GERL 

♥

many things happened at hme nowadaes .

hpe slowly it will fade away ! please !

hmmm .

so guys . thats alll for today !(:

me and bro not needed in this FUCKING FAMILY !

what kind of parents we get ?

we get stupid parents !

that only care for the little fucking brother !

the elder son , middle daughter is not needed ?

just say the word "GET LOST FROM HERE"

IS WHAT I WAITING FOR !

what for staying here without love and care givn ?

without trusts ?

the person who they love most , LIL STUPID IRITATING FUCKING bBROTHER !

i hate this family !

i really do !

parents want to see me and bro spoiled and cant be back to the right path ?

if thats what they want , we can do it !

every sngle day , without fail .

my tears cant stop falling down from this eyes .

bro is brave and i knew it .

he never cry , but he take revenge .

he do things parents dont like /

and soon , i will be like him

"i regret having a daughter and son like both of you "

words that come out from own MOTHER .

isnt that hurt lots ?

its hurts !

maybe without me and bro , this stupid family , will become happy family !

i have only bro , friends around me .

they understands me .

i tried to hide my feelings at sch , but i will cry thinking of what happened at home

should i leave this home ?
why cant i have a parents who give equal love to their childrens , and not just giving love to the youngest ones ?

why cant i ?

WHY ?

i hate this family , seriously , and i hate my younger BRO TOO !

although he dont understand as he was only 4 .

classmates

yoyoyoyo !

well , a short post for today !

hahas ,

sch has been good (:
i like sch now!
so just wana post so that my blog is not dead !

wanna ask clasmates opinion ,

you all like me becoming the V.C ?

give honest answer (:

thanks !

boooooo !

friday
went to tamp swimming complex , with mummy , cik hussin , abng , adeq , abng bob and sharil
ramai orng dok ~!
haiya ,
but overalll it was a enjoyable dayyyyyyyy dokkkkkkkk !
saturday
went to tuuiitionnn ,
aft tutionnn , sing2 like mad woman witrh fasha , we took video , but cant upload ,
willl find a way to upload it ! hahah (*(:
sundayyyyyyyy !
now at bukit panjang !
later going out with families (:
sooooooooooo bye2 !
hahas !
looking forward for mondays !!!!!!!!(:
i misss EQIN PERSIKS  !

classmates(:

helohssssssss ! 

long tyme tark post!

hahah ,

bz plus tired larh syang2 !

(:

so tday at sch , fun during maths ajeq !

jun wei maen hp aku smpai battery low , 

syafiqah and him tady mcam swit gtuh

play catching together , haha

FRIENDS MAH !

hhhaa

sweeet , you know !

hahha

pe lesson , quite gereks ,

that syafiqah beatme up with a stick .

pain sia !

cibaiiiii!

haha .

tmrow not schooling ,

soboring !

looking forward to SATURDAY! 

meeting fashabeylow !

i miss this jambu and awesome gerl!

(:

soo , tday my 2 classmtes light up my day !(:

jun wei & syafiqah (:hahahahhahahaha !

soooooooooo !

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!