sick=.=

Heyyhloooh !

im sick,.

body aching,fever, running nose,cough like fuck,kpale pening!):

nowadaes dont have appetite also.

maybe been thinking of him too much!

bcause of you im sick okay!

haish!

today wake up at 8.45am

go shop,

then went home,bath,fb-ing.

fetch halimatus downstairs,went hawker buy food,and cigg.

naseb lpas bli singapore punyer!((:

soo now currently fb-ing.no mood.

this sickness kiling me!

erghh!

later around 3pm, slack with jun wei maybe with halimah also.

sooo. wil udate so0n aites !(:

Hurt.

i just cant forget you. Please , why must it be me ? and why must it be you? why must it be me again who suffer, and why must it be you who enter my life?

ader orng ker suroh kau saketkn lagy hati akuu?please lurh , dh cukop aku saket haty! bnyak sngat kater-kater manis dary kauu!kater-kater manis tu tk dpt aku lupekn.a...ku benci kau!aku benci L-E-L-A-K-I!)':

kau buat aku merane lgy.Aper krg nk dary aku ?

APER ?

everthing went smoothlyy,but when that prank happened,

everything chnged,everythng went wrong):

you changed.!

now, i keep thinking bout you . bler mau end niyh hurt?

"i syng you lar,you boley tgok pe i syng you ke tak."

you said that to me! and i burst into tears!

your sweet talk OMG!

hmm. aku kne bodoh2 n dipermainkn lagy .

)':

naseb aku mmg tk baek!)':

can i hurt you bck mr ****?

iF ONLY I GOT THE CHANCE!

I WILL!

I will HURT you real bad!!!)':

' HELLLO !

okay . now at BB .

supposely im lazy to go out , but mum , cousin forcing me ! arghhhhhhhh !

okay , now im okay!

i had forgetten bout him !

'GREAT !

hahhahahah

Tuesday ! check script ! insyaALLAH , ley passsssssssss eng , hme economics ! amin !

kay , no ideas,. tmrow going swimming maybe ! hahaha

okaye , till here only . bye !

no more tears , no more hurt .

no more tears , no more hurt .

my loves one still around , my friends ,

i cant show that i'm weak !(':

qilah , stay strong .

now , i want nobody but just MY LOVES ONE , AND MY FRIENDS !

no more boys in my mind !

like seriously , no more!

wont thinking of having a "boy" rite now ,

i swear to myself ! dont trust boys AGAIN !

hoping for true love , not now , but ONE FINE DAY BABIES !

jyeah , one fine day !

so exams over , but stress not over yet .

i want to get promoted this year .

like seriously , i want !

i want to proof my family that i can study .

i can !

hopefully ! i can do well !

please !

praying hard !

currently fb-ing . hahaha .

gonna laugh and laugh and laugh !

gonna cheer myself up (:

nah , thats all . bye2 (:

sayank kamu okaye2 baby ?! (:

Dont promise if you cant keep it .

Don't promise if you can't keep it .

Don't say ILY , if you dont meant it .

dont say forever if you dont cant prove it.

you make me suffer .

now gonna shut my ears , free my mind .

gdbye dearest .(';

is it fated ?

is it FATED ? is it fated that you need to enter my life ?

why must it be you ?

why not other guy ?

Before you came into my life ,

im always happy and cheerful , )':

but when you came , all change.

i had become weak .

i cry alot.

but you dont know

im tired ,

tired of getting hurt dear .

we almost spend every night talking on the phone .

you make me laugh , you make me smile ,

your singing make my tears drop . )';

you melt me with your sweet talk.

now , dearest boy ,

please , go away . and don't ever come back to my life .

i don't need you .

please , leave me alone ,

please , go far far away .

i had deletd your contact num .

i can't continue with this friendship .

I wont get true love now , But i know One fine Day , I will .

thank you for everything .

gdluck ,

DEAREST , ****

YOUR NAME WILL BE ERASED FROM MY MIND . )':

great bdae ,(:

hehloohs blogers ! okaye , lame tak update ,

okaye , last sat- iftar at ite simei(ROW)

sun , - went out with family , friend - rebond hair (:

celeb my bdae ,

okay , many poeple wish me , aww , so sweet of them(;

ahaha , wanna say thanks for wishing me (:

okaye , yesterday , kemas umah , with abng , adoi , pnat siol !
at night , went to geylang as maami nk carek baju rayer ,

den proceed home , mcg _______. tday wake up at 8.30 , switch on my com ,

eqin mcg , den otp with eqin ,

lpas tuh otp dgan , zul , eqin , conference , (;

k hope dpt otp dgan dyr lagy (:
sooo , thats all i guess ,

to my dearest friends , or to whoever who knows me ,just wanna say SelamaT Hari Raya , sorie kalo ader buat slh (:

harap maafkan larh yerh (:

love

guys ! bsok i update k , tired , just cme bck from ramadhan on wheels !
gerek ! memoriable day !hahaha
1 mre hour to go ! :D

so sweet riht my classmate ?:D

Seriously Cheryl Dear Aqillah, I like you. You have a nice profile picture. You make me laugh in class. Someday I will joke with you in class more. You + me = jokers! hahah. If I saw you now I'd say hello!. I want to joke with you. I would build a place where we can talk just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be a song you likee. We could play under the rain. :]

so sweet of my dearest classmate ! :D

okaye , now at bukit panjang .hmmm , so long never blog !

beeen busy lah . hari raya coming ! ;D

hahaaa !

many things happening nowadaes ! 

arghhhhh !

stresss btoll !

hope everithink gonna be fyne soon ! :D

okaye , till here jek ! bye2 !:D

 helloooooo,not much for today ,

yesterday went to airport , slack till 12 plus , ,

tday going to geylang , :D

sooo , till here only ! :D

bye!

saap !

yuhu !
haha , hows my bloggers ?
haha
okaye , so yesterday went to jln besar stadium , watch soccer , singapore wins ! i loike !
okaye , many people , the stadium was full ! buker at stadium ,
hm, bnyak matrep smlam .
minahrep ,
sumer rep urh !
aft watch soccer , went to geylang ,, ramai gylerh !
ate at teh tarik , den go home .
dh 4 hari tak bunag puase !
cool tak co0l ?
hahaha
tady follow mum to register lil bro madrasah thingy /
okaye , i nk g bazaar tday ! yok mama , mummy , sumer orng urh ynga der pat haig road niyh !haha
okaye lurh , till here ,. bye !

let pichas do the talking !

 Lets the pichas do the toking :D

Broadrick Sec Sch-Malay Dance

i wanted you

helo bloggers !
lamer tak update , busy lurh , so yesterday perform "raden mas"dance drama .
and tmrow , which is sunday , will b performing at singapore expo ;D
performing sarawak dance ;D
been busy with dance latelyy ,
and smemore can use comp on weekdays D:
fasting month coming that means , RAMADHAN ON WHEELS IN COMING TOO ! :D
paint people house again :D
i loike ,
sooooooooo ,, tday maybe going out if not tired ;D .
if tired, tak agaknyer , cos tmrow performing ,
saper2 free dtang okeyh ?
hahas .
comman test coming to0 , need to do PROPERLY  !
i really really hope , i could be successful in my studies this year !
pray hard Qilah ,
hmm , till here ajek lurh . okaye , bye2 ;D
so curently fb-ing , youtube-ing :D

hurts

hehllooohhsss ! okaye , now at bukit panajnag .

hmmm .tmrow skooling.

okaye , i 'm bored .

seriously bored ..

hmmm , okaye , no idea lurh , so tadyyy , went o send faiz bck , den go jurong point ,m and saw kak iqah ,

so jambuuu , okay

thats alll !

bye2 !

home sweet home .

yo bloggers !
HAHA .
okaye , im late for sch like really late !
my alarm rang at 10 !
fucking pissed sak !
okaye , now , currently , dgr lgu jek .
nth else to do urh ,
12 oclock later , nk amek adeq ! :D
supposely tday must wear red shirt to sch and we havingg a skipping programe , with the whole sch taws !
sedey aku tk dpt pgy !
hmm !
tday papa not werking !
arghhh !
i ask mama to treat me cotton on shirts and stuff before  082010! hahas .
hopefully she will treat me larhg !
yesterday i ask her den she just noded the head , haha .
okaye , now nk g siap2 , amek adeq aku yng teramat lah sayank !
hahaha
okaye bye bloggers !
muah !

loves one

hehlo , okaye , just update a simple post ,

okaye , at sch okaye2 urh , nk kater fun , tak fun sngat !

aft sch , g parkway dgn ikin , ifah , alimah ,

soo very kecoh2 ,

okaye , mam is yeling ! OMG !

SAKET TELINGER I !

okaye , bye ! :D

Love you guys

hehloohs , helohs !

haha

okaye , just cme back from bedok ,

its was very fun !

enjoy siol !
we sold all the things we sell !

haha .

okaye , tady kecoh2 ,

den nak dkat alek , ader satu nyonya ni nak beli kek marble ,

den dh abes ,

bey dyr mcm fits , tros jatoh pat dpan stall kter ..

sumerh panick siol !

bey den after few minutes ,

dyr bangon , btyolkn bju dyr den tros jln .

WTH ?

nie nyonya btol  ke tak seyh fits ?

haiyo , that incindent tkley luperh siol!

ader dance tady .

dancer drg baek siol !
hot siak jget !
kiwek !

hm ,

dh around 3 plus , sumrh balek ,

den aku , ifah , ikin , indah , wani ,

kter lpak2 .

pat mac mcm sial !

ader bangla tgok ifah bey mcm maen dgn lidahh dyr ,

like WTH ?

den ader satu part ifah nk g toilet bey bangla tu tgok ifa bey mcm lick bibir dyr dpan ifah !

haha .\

den indah mcm marh tu bangla ,

den bangla tu jlan , bey wave pat inda ckp "bye-bye"

indah mcm OMG !

hahaha .

keoch sak !

den aft go mac , lpak pat bwh blok , den ikot ifah jumperh kwan dyr , ahlep ,

den lpak jap sumehr , around 7.30 aku , ikin , wani , balek ,

den ifah and the rest lpak ..

soo tady gerek gylerh !
next yr ader lagy !

looking forward for the next ramadhan on wheels programe ,

cat umah orng lagy ! :D

haha

okaye lurh , smpai sni jek !

k bye-bye ! :D

FRIENDS

okaye , not active in blogging sngat urh ..
been busy and banned from playing comp during weekdays =.=
okaye . so ntg much . looking forward to tmorow ! carnival at bedok! comferm gerek ! haha
okaye lurh . bye2 !

ohhh , im sad D;

Hehloohs blogggers !

okaye , im sad ,

i misss someone D;

nark tawu saperh ?

for me to noe for youuu tooo find out larhhhhh !

okaye ,

hmmm .

just now a guy nudge me at msn ,

i tot its himmm ,

but its not D:

i missss himmmmm ! realllyyyyy !

i misss himmm !

where is he now ?

i reallly misssss himmmmmmm !

haishh , shouldnt lost contact with himm ,

i should my give answer earlier D;

hmmm . i regret !

haish !D:

i want a replacement ,

i neeed love ,

i reallly neeed ,

i neeed love tht is true .

hmmm .

praying hard !

hope my prayer is fulfil ! guesss till  here !

bye2 D:

I MISS BLOGGING .

 Hehloohs !!

i miss blogging !!

serious !!

hehes .

kay , smlam g tgok bola ,

tampines vs sengkang punggol , :D

hahas . kecoh2 ;D.

kaye , tday im sick D:

pegy doctor , dmam ,

hmm .

nariyh dance seyh !

arghhhh !

bodoh pek penyaket !

tday going jln besar stadium .

geylang united vs balestier khalsa :D

nariyh tdo ajek ..

restless !

haish .,

okaye lurh ,

guess smpai sini ajek ;D

bye2 sayangs !:D

sch .

hellooohsss .

sooo now tgh pat skola ,,

got sme survey to do .

welll , tday last day i blog in mayb

must listen to papa .

no comp on weeekdayys !=.=

sad tark sad ?

like wth ?

hmmm .

sooo tmmrowww i nark tgok bola (:

pleaseeeeeeee ??

i blanjer !(:

please papa , please , mama , abng , ):

support lurh cket .

pleaseee !):

hopefully , can goo (:

sooo tday aft sch meeting kak anis , abng , mama pat banquet . (:

sooo , guesss tilll here (:

bye2 (:

ILY .

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" atlast "

hello !
hahs .
just reached hme bout half & hour ago ,
yay !
atlast , dpat tgok bola !
but , young lion & albirex draw !):
so sad , but nehmind
on tues , gonna watch sengkang VS young lion at hougang stadium !(:
sch is starting so0n lurh karn ?
so happy !
can meet my dearest people !(:
classmates ! imy'all so much okaye !
cant waet to see them !
gonna study hard ,
papa said no computer during weekdays =.=
weekends ajek !
but maybe it will help me to improve on my studies .
hmm ,
im wishing my abng gdluck for monday beep test !
oh ALLAH , please help him .
gve him the chance ,
amin .
everyday been praying for him ,
hpe my prayers is heard by ALLAH .
soo , abng , do your very best ,
hpe you can do it this tyme round (:
soo readers ?
thats all for tday .
will update again maybe tmrow ? or sunday ? or maybe next fri . (:
bye2 (:
tc !

your truly ; Qilah

sorry , will post a proper post , tmrow (: tc ! muackzz !(:

I miss This Girl .

FASHABEYLOW

okaeyh , i miss this girl freaking much kay !

seriously , i miss her like hell.

she's my closest cousin ,

we shared secrets tgether , jokes around ,

when we meet , laugh is a must for us ,

will surely laugh even the jokes was lame /?

haha

soo , we fight bfore but now its all okaye ,

we are forever cousin (:

love this cousin so much !(:

we are just like sibling ,

always doing things tgether when we meet , we will talk like theres no other people behind us , and we will walk far away frm our parents like theres no parents following us .

haha

soo , i hope , i will get the chance to meet this lovely cousin of mine soon !!

(:

cuzzy , imysm , and ily !

forever cousin (:

Nur Irfasha & Nur Aqillah . (:

rot at hme (:

hehloohs loves (:

soo tday just rot at hme ..

my mind is thinking about a same thing i think about yesterday .

idk why ?

im just thinking about when can i have true love and strong relationship .

but i just want to concentrate ferst on my studies .

i had wasted a year in my studies .

repeating for the second tyme .

hmm .

i had ni idea what to post ?

hahas

 tmrow mrning2 going jogging (:

haha .

soo guess till here (:

bye2 loves (:

swimming again ?

hehloohs !
sooo , currently at aunties cribs (:
just cme bck from swimming at tamp .
soooo tady tak perlu jumper sdare kerek !
weeeehhhhhhhheeeeeeee ! happy nah lurh aku niyh !(:
hahhaa
sooo , went swimming with , mami , adq , cik hussin , mamu imran , autie doreen , shahirah , and elfie (:
aft swimming went to airport , tot of eating swensen but the queue was super long ! so went eating at bk onlyy .
guesss , till here ajek k ?
cos gtg so0n , will update mre (:

soccer.

hehloh kwan2 .
hahs , so yester went to watch abng and papa maen bola (:
went with , kak anis , and halimah ,
kecoh lurh kter ,
haha , drg tgh maen bola , kter ktwer2 , tgok2 orng .
den go smoke at a secret place (:
haha
so went hme alone ,
reach hme bout 10 plus ,
kaki pnt dok jln (:
haha
k lorh ,
bye2 (:
tmrow watching soccer at jln besar (:

Happy 16th bdae DZUL . (:

hehlooh !
wassup ?
so yesterday went to kallang , celeb dzul bdae .
its was super awesome (:
have lot of fun smlam .(:
sabo2 . hahah , all bau kunyit . =.=
naek lift satu2 tahan nafas siol (:
haha , den satu2 mandy .
aft that played blind mice , pnat siol .
then , proceed to playground , play rounders ,
den play colour catching (:
then proceed to bck to ikin cribs ,
lpak2 pat hall .
ketawer2 (:
take pichas (:
so , yesterday , me , ikin , shasha , zaza , alimah , farah , dzul , atikah , khalisah and the 2 boys . were there (:
soo we have so much fun (:
guess till here (:

swimming

yo ? wassup ?
so yesterday went tamp with kak anis and mama ,
then mama went home , me adeq , and kak anis ,
went to jalan besar swimming complex
suppose to go with alimah .
but she last minute tak cal.
so went with kak anis , adeq , den abng came
swim2 smpai kul 7 .
ingt nk g tgok bola den tak jady
we walk from jln besar , to bugis ,
mkan pat qiji .
nasi lemak . haha
lapar siao
smlam kecoh2 ,
laugh and laugh ajeq ..
haha
we swim at adult po0l then we swim plak kat baby po0l ,
maen slide sumer
haha .
so yestreday had a great tyme ..
mayb next tyme going to sengkang swimming complex plak .
haha ..
so guess gonna end this post here (:
bye2 (:
love ya !(:

yo wassup .
cant post a proper post now , but promise i will when i cme back okaye ??
bye2 !
\love you guys !
MUAH !(:

memories ♥ ):

200110 , the happiest day .
i thought he would be the last for me .
i had lost him twice .
and we get back to fix our love back
is it me in the wrong ?
i ignore you ?
i did it with a reason loves .
i had been hurt much .
i just want true love that moment of tyme .
but what i get was shit .
i thought you had changed to become a better person .
but i was wrong .
you said im ur only gf , ur only love ,
but that was all lies .
lies kills me love !
i dont listen to what other said , they said negatively bout you ,
but i ignored .
cos i love you , i trusted you 100%
when i know the truth my heart broke in pieces ):
i give you all my love but you waste it .
bfore we get back tgether , you said you still waiting for me ,
but when im back with you , do you care ?
you dont even bother to mcg or call me ?
i was worrying for you ,
but i said to myself , trust you , trust you ,
i was wrong ,
eventhough my family dont allowed me to have any relationship at this age .
i kept it as a secret between us ,
i dont want to lose you at that tyme .
when times past by , our love seems to be fading away .
you done a very big mistake .
and i really cant take it .
i cant even forgive you till now !
when i think back about that incident , i cried .
you see im laughing with my classmates , with boys , but inside my heart when i saw you , my heart was crying out loud .
tears rolling down my cheeks , but i dont want to show it , because i dont want you to think that im weak .
but frankly speaking , i'm seriously weak ):
i act normal , i acted strong infront my friends , bestfriends , because i dont want them to hate youu .
i just said opur r/s is okaye , but its not
when we were happily , theres smtink that separated us away .
i miss your hugs , i miss your kiss .
and i also miss your voice ):
where were you when i need you ?
where were you when my love was strong for you ?
i know its me who let out the word "BREAK UP"
but i said it with a hard feeling ,
i dont want to but i was forced by myself to say it ):
i hope , you will love your gf now with 100% love .
dont make use of her .
gdluck in your relationship ,
200110-180210 ):♥

thats her .

heyhloohs !
sorry tark updat (:
busy and kinda lazy jgk !(:
so monday dance prac was awesome (:
yesterday miss 1 dance prac !):
so yeah , yesterday went to aunty cribs ,
then go watch soccer , lpas kenduri g watch soccer . ?
biyol karn ?
so smlam is SENGKANG PUNGGOL VS SAFC
SAFC , WON .
hmm .
smlam karn ader satu deejay niyh . hot siol !
me and kak anis , was like saying he's so hot .
den kacao2 as if dyr dgr gtuh !(:
hahaha
so yesterday spent tyme with , kak anis , mum , dad , adeq , abng (:
soo smlam tgok my cousin yng jaoh maen bola ,. quite okay lurh .
if he's not go0d , then he wont be in a club karn ?
im praying very hard that my bro will pass for the beep test in 2 weeks tyme , so my family can watch him in tv ? (:
insyallah , amin (:
tday kemas umah jeq , pnat siol !
seriously !
must maintain this ro0m in tidy .
(:
tmrow got YOG , lazy,lazy,lazy,lazy sia !
but no choice must go !):
fri , planning to bring youngest bro go swimming at jalan besar swimming complex , then watch soccer (:
nowadaes im in soccer mood lurh !
maybe its generation ? (:
hahahaha
cousins , soccer player , bro , youngest bro , dad , soccer player .
hahahas .
soo looking forward to meet fashabeylow again tawuk !
rinduu banget sama tu cewek !
hahahaha!
well , i miss my classmate lurh !
holiday ! end fast please ??
(:
gues till here saje !
to halimah - babe , dont give up on him okaye ! i think , i noe what is the news u gonna say to me ,
hear from you so0n kaye ? will call you so0n bestfren !
dun give up and dont be sad okaye ,
if he's not the rite guy , then find a better one (:
im sure there's more guy ,
not just him in this great world taws !(:
soo , gonna listen to you , and mayb gonna help you out bestfren .. okaye .
readers bye2 (: update so0n okayes ? (:
bye2 !(:

WEDDING .

hehlohss manusia !

bfore i start my storie karn , i nak wish

KHAIRUL SHAFIQ , hapy birthday bro , may all your wishes cme true(:

tkmo nk kacao orng jek tawuk !

chey2 ! dh 15 lurh dyr !

haha

and i also want to wish

KAK WATIE (:

happy bdae (: stay jambu and cute slalu! (:

so yest , went to abng ilhan wedding , tdae also ./

freaking bored tawuk!

sdare sumer kau tk knal

dh mcm baru nmpak dunie and orng taw aku smlm .

naseb baek abng amir sumer dtnag .

tapy drg dtg mlm .

aku tk bebual 5 jam taws .

except bebual dgan halimah otp .

sumer sdare lelaki and pompuan , tgok mcm nk mkan sak , bey senyom2 ., eeee !

ader sdare yng hot and ader bnyak muke pecah nk mampos !

tady ader kendarat lelaki

handsome dok satu .

aku dpt tawu name dyr

name dyr SAIFUL .

hahas

sempat siol !

hehes .

pakcik aku klakar nak mampos

kekek lurh .

sumer tk knal aku ,

sodeyh siol!

sumer nmpak aku ckp" dh besar eyk kau , dulu kecik jer  !"

hmm. haha

so my abng sdare handsome yng kahwen !

on fri , tgok bola dgan alimah sumerh (:

hahaha

gerek !

hahaha , so gues gonna end here .

soo bye2 !(:

SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU : ABANG ILHAN AND WIFE (: LAST FOREVER TILL BE A GRANDPA (: HAHA

shiok !

QILAH in ThE house !
WASSUP2 ?!
hahaha
tday rotting at hme lurh karnn .
wake up at 11 , den kmas2 umah , adoi !
pnat !
wednesday meeting fasha beylow !
wohoo !
tady tak dpt jumpe cos im sleping at hme , and i didnt realise that she mcg me asking me to follow my mum to geylang ,
sorie cuzxie !
hehes !
aft kmas , on com , tgok citer bujang sepah lalalitamplom , !
gerek !
shiok !
hahahs
soo fri , sat , sun ,
busy ,
staying at tamp , rewang ,
abng sdrae kawen ,
mals nyerh !
naseb abek dyr abng sedare aku , kalo tak , mlas !(;
tak baek qilah
hahaha
soo now curently tgah tgok citer tu lagy !
hehes ,
k lurh !
bye2 !

busy !

hehloh , heloh !
qilah in the house !
wassup wassup !?
hahaha
keh2 , dh lame tak update blog niyh .
boring karn blog aku ?
tak yah ckp !
aku dh tawu !
hahaha
so just cme bck from family outing
just now met FASHABEYLOW !
imis her damn damn much taw !
so mybe gonna meet again ?
went to banquet den proceed to parkway .
tokative seyh atdy !
haha
memang tokative pon ,
then aft go pp ,
mami ajk go vivo ,
another family outing !
afte vivo , wnet to labrador park ? idk how to spell tat place
aft wnt there , we go bukit chandu !
den at last , we go mr prata at teh tarik .
so last tue , speech day event !
at last dance , done !
hehe !
holiday gonna start so0n !
boring , boring , boring !
  i want to work , work , work !
*yawn , yawn , yawn !*
ngantok oready !
soo !
good nyte , sweet dream ! , muah3 !ily !(:

Nerdykid .

hehloh !

aku citer kan tentang hari ini okeh ? *wink*

wake up at about 9 , mandy , proceed to sch .

dance prac fun tday , noone kene scolding today .(:

warm up tiring ,

aft dance , slack at staircase 8 floor .

then , proceed hme .

reached hme bout 1.45

not much today ,

gonna change link or gona private my blog so0n !(:

dance practice

hehloohs .

tday is the tiring day for me .

dance , tiring but worth it .

next week is our performance .

nervous doh !

extra practice .

tmorow another practice .

3 hours prac ..

just now watch syf again ! gerek !

nk tgok lgy !!

thats was our best perfomance lah kn !

yesterday went to e-hub , play game !

beli baju  . mama belanje !!

hahas . rmai dok smlm . gerek seyh !!

reached hme about , 10 plus ..

den watch raja lawak , kekek sak .

hahas .

so mayb this sat , kluar ? anione nk join ?

gerek ?

hehloohs !

tday wake up at 7.30 , early sia .

ngantok dok

follow mama go watch adeq in singing competiton .

cute siol bdk2 kindergarden!

haha

soo , yesterdayy went to watch soccer .

tamp VS gombak ,

draw

last minute gombak score . chicken!

kalo tark its 3-2 .

wth , nak dkat abes agy baper  sec jer .

tros score

binget sak !

smlam mcm2 orng aku nmpak.

aft watch soccer ,

go city plaza

mkan .

yummy .

(:

sedap siol tempt mkn tu nyerh char kueh sotong.

soo . now rotting at hme .

dgr2 lagu .

nyanyi2 .

boring seyh !

haiya !

soo , guess til here .

oh man !

cant wait for camp !(:

AND !

i dont want holiday larh !!
i will miss my classmate !

how !!!

hmm ,.

k larh .bye2 !

exams over !

hai kwan2 !
imysm !
exam over and its tyme to have a lil fun only .
not yet to enjoy mre cos , result is not out !
btw , i really miss my NUR IRFASHA BINTE ***** .
miss u girl !
monday rehearsal , cant wait to perform dok !
hahas
soo , now curently siaping .
watching soccer .!
yuhuu !
gombak vs tamp ? i think so !
soo , i continue my story bsok larh yerh !
btw ! TADY , me , fathin , gaya , zen . went home by the underpass mrt circle line.
2 HOT GUY SIOL !
YNG pendek , fathin nak !hahaha
rambot dye , i nak !
hahaha
k crap !
haha
so till here jeq !
bye2!
muah3!

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